Being yourself is so hard these days

9:21pm: School's good
New Job is good
I'm over livejournal.

9:44pm: SO i no longer have a prom date...haha i screwed that one up!!! any takers?!?! lol

9:57pm: this is after i cooled down
Robbie was a good guy, i can't think of a single person he hated or even hated him. that was until today at work when someone said they were happy he died. WHAT THE FUCK! i dont care if you hate them or wish death upon them but when im standing there crying and you say oh well he was an ass so ha. no fuck you! you should go to hell, no one should speak ill of the dead and especially when someone who obviously cared so much about him is standing there crying, no im sorry if you thought he was a jerk im sorry, he obviously has more people that care about him more than you ever will. you know what im not mad at you im going to pray for you.


on another note id like to say i was happy to see the turn out at the school this morning, i would have like to have stayed longer but tod and i had to be back at work. thanks for all the support from everyone i dont know how any us will get through this without the support of each other, im just soo sorry it had to take all of this to make us realize how stupid grudges are and how short life is. i love each and everyone of you so much, im here if you need me. <3

11:50pm: I LOVE YOU
robbie you will be in our hearts forever you have left your mark on rockledge high school and were such an awesome person to everyone, caring, giving, the biggest heart of anyone i know! i love you and will deeply miss you! <3

RIP
3-4-05

7:16am: Bubble Pop Electric
so the economics project went over....well...i guess thats all i can say about it. oh well at least its done now. so me and josh are talking again i guess...it was strange but i guess i can just be happy he's making an effort to try and atleast rekindle whatever friendship we did have or whatever it was we had. whatever im tired of overanalyzing things so im done with it. HAHA!
<3

6:37pm: D-UNTI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALLAS!!! <333

10:31pm: whats going on tomorrow? callme

9:02pm: Sorry i havnt updated in forever but ive been working alot lately to pay for my cell phone bill. sucks.
Also i have wicked heartburn right now. I think i need some prevacid. yay.
ill update for real pretty soon.

i love jason morrissette...he is my sun and i am his moon, only he can make me shine.

4:49pm: Post if you want to be added